Monday, December 26, 2011

Torne Apart



I know this blog of mine is a secret device of emanating the most toxic things that are happening with in me. I hate the current situation that i am going through for the matter of fact i never thought that i will be subject to such a situation. The propositions i had earlier were all welcoming and assuring, i thought that things will be better them as well. But i was wrong about it the whole concept on the basis of which the life revolves is completely missing. The trust and the respect are the two most vital thing in a relationship. They are the factors which help bind or mend a relationship.Relationship are like double edged sword when in extremes may create or destroy. This very blog is the creation of a magical relation that surfaced for a wile and went under ground. But why will a person i mean your partner tore you apart and share the whole story to a person who is not a family member.

I am being exposed by my dear partner to the world who is always ready to know what bad has happened to you. and is always ready to say kya chutiya hai yaar. Its a chutiytich situation for me now. why don't people understand that they are not aways right. I cant afford to stay with the god stay with the person who is perfect. I just have to stay my way. Its only one reason why i am trapped once i ensure a better future for him i shall just walk out of it. My heart is clouded now thoughts and emotions that i almost feel claustrophobic. I need to breathe, oh mercy help me with the way out of it, i just cant believe of staying with that person any more.

A way shall be carved.....